Spring

Growing

Started the day a little bad moody but that went away fast when I got out into nice weather and sunshine and saw the flowers growing in the garden. It wasn't much but at least something to aim the camera at!
After that mom and I went to Plantagen, a shop where they sell flowers and garden tools of all sorts. I expected to buy some seeds to sow but was discouraged when I saw the prices and read the instructions on the back of the packages. I don't have that much space to grow anything so I wouldn't mind if there was something I could sow in my room and leave it there. But most veggies require a little spot outside in the sunlight. Our family has a garden but it's not my garden and I can't do whatever I like with it.
Was very inspired watching Jamie at Home on the telly this evening. I want a big garden like his so I can grow my own herbs and vegetables. And then I want a nice kitchen in which I can cook some delicious food, just like Jamie. I think I'll have to buy his new cook book.

Australia, I'm on my way!

This fall I'm planning to get myself off to Australia to work and live. Hopefully for a long while. I don't really feel that Sweden is the place for me to live in, even though I have my family and friends here.
Been a little worried because it seems like it can be difficult to get a visa that allows me to stay there for longer than a year but today I've been reading up on the subject and I feel a bit more optimistic about my chances now! Feels good! I'm really looking forward to going and wish I could do it now!

Pictures from the Butterfly House

Creative outlet?

Right now I feel such a need to create something, only I don't have the slightest idea what that would be. It would be nice to write something but I tend to get stuck right after I start. And I don't feel like drawing or painting. Got tired of jewelrymaking a long time ago.
I've got inspiration but no outlet.

Been thinking a lot about things I want to learn, such as photography and diving. Was looking up courses yesterday on the internet but it costs a lot of money and I don't know if I'll have the time for it when I finally get a job. I really want to learn more, see more, do more in my life. And I want to start now!

Spring is here!

Miniature orange tree.

Problems

I think there might be something wrong with my email. I've sent a lot of emails but not getting any replies. Either people don't recieve my emails or my mail is blocking theirs. Or maybe everyone just don't want to write me anything! I hope that's not the case!
If there is something wrong with my emails it means my job applications probably didn't go where they were supposed to go. Not good.

Today is sunday. I'm bored. I have nothing to do. No one to play with. I need to make more friends who live in Stockholm but I don't know where to meet any. I don't like parties much. And if I'd walk up to a person on the street and ask for friendship that person would think I'm crazy. I'd think a person was crazy for doing that! So where do you find new friends?